Bean! It's been a year for us and I think we've really came a long way. Throughout the relationship, I've always been pondering on how I've added value in your life - & though you've always answered me with "I just love you", this answer didn't sound very satisfactory to me. For me, love has always been something comforting, yet I always manage to learn a great deal from.

For us, or for me at least, some part of me feels a little disappointed that you haven't been able to experience anything new or that I haven't added value to your life or taught you anything. So.. this year, I want to focus more on that.

Goals aside, this year has been really meaningful for me, & sometimes I feel all confused and scared of committing (because this is all new to me, and I'm scared my internal struggles will affect you) to be really honest, but when I see your face, my worries all melt away, and I just know I want to grow and go through life with you. So here's my proposal through the Spotify plaque song, since you've proposed to me twice, I WANT TO PROPOSE TO YOU TOO.

To be honest, I got nothing much I really want to say here because everything I have any 感想, I just tell & ask you straight.